“I find my self never wanting anyone to know how I am feeling, but at the exact same time its all I want them to know. To know I feel like dying half the time or I feel like i’m so hollow inside I could break.”
In the end, it’s your private relationship with Allah, and people will ask you about your faith, and you’ll answer the way you know how. Some will test you, and maybe some will judge you.
Hold fast, because it is your private relationship, with Him.
Ya Rab help me clear my mind, wipe away all my distractions so I can get close to You. My life is such a mess, all I want is to be close to You so You can help me overcome all my problems.